30 Super Honest Stories About Watching Queer Porn For The First Time

“I felt like I was walking into Narnia.”

Everyone remembers their first time — watching porn, that is.

Everyone remembers their first time — watching porn, that is.

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It's no secret a ton of people enjoy watching porn. But for people within the LGBT community, watching (or accidentally stumbling upon) queer porn for the very first time can be educational and affirming — or it can be a totally confusing and misleading experience.

Yeah, it's complicated. So we asked a bunch of people to share the very first time they saw their identity reflected in porn (for better or worse). Here are just a few of their open and honest responses:

“The first time was when I was allowed to use the computer with internet by myself without anyone in the room. I think I was only 10 and really anxious that someone would found out that I was watching gay porn. I really liked to see just men. When I watched television I was mostly focused on the man rather than the woman. Ironically — despite the fact that I really liked what I saw — I still thought that I was straight.

At that time, I didn’t know that you could remove the browser’s history. So afterward, when someone else was typing an address the first thing they would see in the recommended websites was all gay porn. When loading a website it also showed pop-ups full of porn so, as you can imagine, I was dying. I got away with it because around that time everybody had issues with viruses, so I blamed it on that. Now I doubt that my parents ever believed that.”

—22/M/Gay

“The first time I watched queer porn I was thirteen. I remember searching 'lesbianism' in the search bar and clicking on the first video I found. Nothing had made me feel as turned on in all of my thirteen years.”

—18/F/Pansexual


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