That is precisely what my fiancée, Kate, and I have been doing one snowy evening 16 years in the past, when a automotive swerved into our lane on a rural freeway in Poland.
We pinballed off the middle guard rail, spun throughout three lanes of site visitors, lurched off a 10-foot embankment and slid to a cease in a darkish, snow-filled area. Upon touchdown, all of the doorways opened and something that was not in a seat belt flew into the darkish evening, leaving us surprised in a crumpled automotive in eerie silence.
And so we did, first touring throughout Southeast Asia and when the fellowship was up the next yr we traveled to Mongolia, China, England (the place we purchased the automotive of our accident), Scotland, Eire, Belgium and France. On the high of the Eiffel Tower I requested her to marry me after which we drove on by way of Spain, Morocco, Italy and Austria.
The day earlier than the accident we emailed family and friends a selfie video of us holding steaming mugs of glühwein in Vienna whereas singing “We Want You a Merry Christmas!”
The journey was like our private Wes Anderson film oeuvre. The backdrops switched from city to coastal to mountains. We skied the Alps, slept in yurts in Mongolia, traveled by prepare and labored at Gandhi’s former ashram in India.
We drank an excessive amount of wine and absinthe in Spain, haggled over a rug in Marrakech, scrambled alongside the Nice Wall of China and made secret, separate needs for betrothal in a well-known effectively at Macbeth’s citadel.
“Journey is like love: It cracks you open, and so pushes you over the partitions and low horizons that habits and defensiveness arrange,” wrote the journey author’s journey author, Pico Iyer. Our isolation, plus the invigorating challenges that uncharted journey brings, was an efficient vetting course of for our relationship. That is what Invoice Murray was getting at.
Journey and being collectively almost each day for a yr allow us to kick the tires and verify underneath the hood earlier than shopping for.
We appreciated and appraised one another in conditions we in all probability would not have confronted had we stayed in San Francisco: aggressive touts, extra aggressive meals poisoning, non-aggressive decide pockets, getting misplaced, not talking the language, falling off a horse, working out of oxygen in a scuba tank, drunk taxi drivers and a person who tried to promote us a stolen automotive after which left us deep within the suburbs of London, on foot. We laughed as he drove off and we realized what occurred after which hopped on a random double-decker bus to a Tube station.
We have been merely two younger People and not using a mounted handle or a devoted itinerary for months on finish, having the perfect time of our lives.
Till we had one of many worst.
Close to demise expertise
We hardly ever drove at evening. Waking up every morning and deciding what we needed to try this day meant we by no means needed to hurry. However on the day of the accident we had a deliberate rendezvous the following morning with mates in Krakow to go to the Auschwitz focus camp collectively. The drive from Vienna took longer than we thought.
Kate anticipated the accident seconds earlier than impression — not even sufficient time for an audible warning. We have been within the quick lane however the driver who hit us was within the center lane and driving quicker. He would have handed us on the precise aside from a gradual truck in his lane, which he did not see till he almost rear-ended it.
We later realized he was texting on a cellular phone. He seemed up simply earlier than hitting the truck and jumped into our lane and hit us as an alternative. He slammed our little black Citroen hatchback on the precise, which was the motive force’s facet as a result of it was British-born.
As soon as hit, I could not maintain the steering wheel straight. We ricocheted off the barrier and spun 360-degrees throughout three lanes of freeway. We even handed in entrance of the unhurried truck driver that, in a Rube Goldberg means, had set off the accident.
Within the universally accepted gradual movement impact of close to demise expertise, I recalled pondering that if one other automotive hit us we’d be killed. In these few seconds Kate gripped my shoulders and tried to drag us towards the center of the automobile to minimize the corporeal harm of one other collision.
As an alternative of one other hit we actually flew off the freeway, over an embankment and thru a fence. There was an elevator-dip-in-your-gut, Wile E Coyote fall because the automotive went airborne for a protracted second, then landed with a sickening metallic crunch earlier than tobogganing one other 20 toes within the snow.
Within the silence, we checked out each other and requested if we have been okay. We have been. After which we stumbled in a daze amid our belongings — strewn concerning the area like a haphazard yard sale from an unplanned eviction. Kate’s glasses have been within the snow. Our backpacks catapulted greater than 10 toes away. Home windows have been shattered, a tire was depilated of its rubber, the entrance bumper and lights have been ripped off. The engine was seemingly untethered within the heart of a crunched hood. Solely we have been left intact.
In her shock, Kate started gathering up teabags within the snow. She stopped. We embraced. After which we heard a voice from the highest of the embankment. “Hiya there,” a Polish accent known as out, “Do you communicate English?”
It got here from the silhouette of a person on the fringe of the freeway. It was the motive force who hit us. He helped us climb again as much as the freeway, launched himself, and defined that he had known as the police and an ambulance.
Emotional and susceptible
Whereas we waited for them he advised us he had seen our license plate about an hour earlier on the Czech-Polish border and thought two Brits in a French automotive have been removed from residence. That we have been People from San Francisco, by the use of Bangkok and London, was much more puzzling.
For the remainder of the evening he was our chauffeur and translator as we went to the Auschwitz police station for paperwork, to a hospital to be examined for inside accidents (the ambulance by no means arrived on the scene), after which to an area junkyard the place we made an emotional goodbye to our beloved automotive, which we had named Sophie. “It was simply so violent,” I stated to Kate as I touched it for the final time, holding again tears.
And though we weren’t significantly damage — a truth confirmed in a darkish, chilly, creepy computerless hospital — we have been shaken, sore, emotional and susceptible.
On the police station I known as the primary American I might spoken to in months — a assured younger man who answered the after-hours emergency variety of the Krakow consulate.
“The whole lot goes to be okay,” he stated assuredly and assuring. “Tomorrow you are going to are available to the consulate and we’ll deal with the whole lot. Hand the cellphone to the police so I can speak to them after which I will inform you what they’re doing.” I used to be so comforted by, and grateful for, his assured Americanness, I almost cried once more.
The subsequent day an previous school pal of Kate’s met us within the consulate ready space. I shook Jesse’s hand simply earlier than Kate threw her arms round her pal and wept.
Whereas Jesse and his new girlfriend Rebekah visited Auschwitz and the native sights for 2 days, Kate and I negotiated with the motive force’s insurance coverage firm in a bespoke pidgin English, dodging bribes and unraveling authorized points primarily based on baffling Iron Curtain logic.
A means out of the darkness
It would not damage to offer a relationship a great spin across the globe to see what it might face up to.
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At evening we met Jesse and Rebekah for dinners and ingesting, accompanied by klezmer bands and candlelit bonhomie. A few days later they returned to the States and, having sorted out the insurance coverage declare, we took a prepare to Prague to remain in Jesse’s house. We spent Christmas there, licking our wounds and observing one another within the continued awe of being alive.
We have been, that scary December evening, examined in a means we hadn’t been earlier than. However the significance of the second wasn’t instantly obvious to us.
On the evening of the accident, from the protection of our pension resort in Krakow, Kate known as her mom to inform her we have been okay, though she hadn’t recognized we have been ever in peril.
“How did you two deal with it collectively?” she requested. At first Kate did not perceive the query and her mom reminded Kate we would lately gotten engaged. “How have been you two collectively?”
“We have been nice, truly,” she advised her.
From Prague we continued on to Amsterdam and India earlier than flying again to San Francisco, shopping for a used van and driving our belongings to Washington DC. Practically following Invoice Murray’s recommendation, we have been married inside a couple of months.
Residing and touring extensively overseas, by ourselves — and perhaps even nearly getting killed — proved in hindsight to be the bedrock of what’s now 15 years of a robust and completely satisfied marriage with two wonderful kids.
Kate and I communicate one another’s language, negotiate marital turbulence, and agree on which route we’re headed. And when issues get laborious, we pull one another shut to remain protected, we decide up the strewn items after which discover our means out of the darkness collectively.
Love is the factor you revolve the whole lot else round, and it would not damage to offer it a great spin across the globe and into locations which can be laborious to get out of, to see precisely what the connection can face up to earlier than you trip off into the sundown collectively.
David G. Allan is the editorial director of CNN Well being and Wellness. He additionally writes “The Knowledge Challenge” about making use of philosophy to our each day lives.